Start all over

Anticipating for a new start all over again.
I fell and now i am going to pick myself up again.
Alot of things are to be cleared in my mind.
I am stronger than that.. I believe i can make it through..

Worried sick for my result but i know what's done is done.
Not gonna run away from fact. I will face it strong.
Day is always there after night.

Sorted my heart. I'm gonna make my stand. I need a new environment to grow.
I cant afford to lose the most important person in my life.
He is always and always the reason i stayed.

Awful,awful feeling needs to end. Guilt and fear need to subside.
2yrs of nightmare is long enough to torture.
No more no more. Got to say no to things i don't want.

Realisation

Realised there's still more about me:)
Rejective words is something i never like to use.
Good and bad. It brings me lots of opportunities! no doubt.
Excepts it also caught me stuck in lots of stituation i don't like.
I am a 'S' person. Yes! This totally means i am a yes man.
Not sure when it happens. But i have changed from IC to IS. Never a D i realised.
hahaha....

Flickle Minded

VS

Got Iphone4 today, but wasn't contented.
Doesn't like the phone actually. hmmm.......
Bought it probably because most of my friends are using.
Saw my idea phone x5-01 :)
So beautiful! But lack of courage to get that just now.
This is just so me. Never trusted on my own decision.
I have this weird mentality that people are always right! People's view are always best!
hahah...
I guess Erikson is right! I didn't develop well in that area:)
Thanks to Mum n Dad!
Probably that's why i need God in my life :)

Fell in love

Falling in love with things that not supposed.... Good , Bad cant be measured but definately mess up!

Hearing voices of my heart

These words were spoken years ago. But it only started ringing at my heart today.
Never knew that, "that" was real, only until today. :)
To all stubborn people out there:
"no harm giving it a try, you aren't always right even though it really seems to. "

Mundane

School, Work and church...

Family, Friends and me.....

Stress, fun and influence......